Whatever you really want is what's going to show at the end of the day if you dedicate to it. The only thing that's holding you back is the way you're thinking
This is what I tell my staffs when they get unmotivated as well as my students who aren't practicing enough but expect to sound like a Virtuoso.
Never forget 3 types of people in your life....
(1) Who helped you in your difficult times
(2) Who left you in your difficult times
(3) Who put you in difficult times